Below are the 15 most recent journal entries recorded in MakeMeTwitch17's LiveJournal:

Sunday, May 2nd, 2004
12:57 pm	Hrm, so im talking to mykul..Guess what...he met a mammal....He is red, and is the state bird..for UofL....go figure..the state bird is gay too! What a kooinkidink! huh? LoL u go get him mykul. Current Music: ME...LAUGHING (Comment on this)
12:38 am	HAHA Im A GODDESS Im so right it kills me...I have to pat myself on the back everytime i talk to jamie.it has been what...4 weeks since he hasnt called..spoken to me or anything!!!!!!!!! and then he gets on..the day before sunday. And I know where he is getting at...*SEX*..he is wanting me to talk dirty, and wanting to know when im gonna suck his dick again.* and ill betcha he will say something how *i crave the cock*..geez..i wish i had a man who could treat me right already..ill write later when i hear soem more of his shit..OHH btw..i got a job at kentucky kingdom!! Current Music: Green Day (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 21st, 2004
9:20 pm	And again... welp..jamie goton the net the other night..*monday*...and said..i have your movie..i was like neat..he said that he was horny alllll day sunday, and he missed me. yah..well he was talking bout what we were gonna do when he came over...he wants me to resist..he wants to pull my hair, all this stuff, make me swallow...anyways..um He didnt come over..casue i made other plans..muahhaaz..then i told him come over tomarrow..*wenesday*...he never called..so im waiting to hear his excuse...it pisses me off when people dont call and tell me there not coming over or gonna be late..oh well i havent been in te mood lately anyways..not for him!!..i want a realionship..as if u all dont already know that..so come on all u lovey dovey guys...here i am!! Current Mood: blah Current Music: Aqua (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 18th, 2004
10:58 am	Sudden Depression Wow...have u ever had a sudden feeling of sadness? Well I was watching a movie with my mom and then decided to get on the net..well jamie didnt call which was weird..you'd think he would want me to suck him off?? u know..its our...every sunday thing? Well he didnt call..oh fucking well i had a good time with out him..yay me..THEN..i get on the net, and he had left me a message..which said *Hey where have u been..I have something for u.* Hmm..i wonder what it could be..knowing him..A RAGING HARD ON he justwants me to suck?? hahah..I dont know why i got depressed...scared..just a million things ran through my mind...What could it be?...LALALA...Im just taking things as they come to me..I reallllllllllly hope i get this job...things would work out sooo good for me..I really hope i do get this job..ill say it again..I HOPE I GET THIS JOB...I could get my life on track ,and well have a job i love..so people..IF anyone who reads this..please..pray to God..or to whomever u pray to...HELP ME GET THIS JOB!!!!!1 Current Mood: nauseated Current Music: korn..that fuck fuck fuck song.? (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 17th, 2004
8:20 pm	Bleh bleh... Nothing much has happened..of course..Jamie never called...He said he would call one day during the week, and see whats up....He has said that every sunday!....Oh well...tomarrow..*sunday*..I bet u he will call...and want to do something..OH fucking well... Ill be sitting by my pool tanning...HA...anyways..*gr* I went to the zoo today..I was soooooooo happy..i havent been since i was like...8? maybe...I wish i could have spent more time, but i was with my cousin..she was like..come on...I wanted to bring a camera but i forgot..*dumbass*...I love animals!!!..But i was thinking..for 2 yr.s thats all i ever wanted Jamie to do was to take me to the zoo.. but did he? No..he response was..*noothey might keep u*...FOR TWO YEARS..it gets kinda of old..and i BET U...that if I were to ask him tomarrow...he'd say the same thing..anyways..i thought i wasnt gonna talk bout him anymore?? UGH....then we went to the highlands..which we accomplished nothing..didnt see anyone..didnt meet anyone new..oh well..then I went to mc.donalds...so my cousin could see her ex b/f... they talked..i feel really bad for them..he wont even look her in the eyes...I dont know the whole situation..but icant tell there both hurting... Which makes me think...I wih i had a b.f i could be with all the time..hold hands..go places...cuddle, and be myself around...Oh well..or I could just go lesbian!!..who knows.i I guess my time will come..when im not expecting it..I might trip and fall and make a dumbass outta my self..and there will be a guy watching and laughin..and help me...and who knows...we might end up getting married?? wild huh?? well im getting bored..so bye Current Mood: content Current Music: Hoobastank (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 12th, 2004
8:40 pm	Just thinking Hrm..Im being bored and just sitting around thinking...What if we had never met? I know i shouldnt be thinking bout that now...Since..the past is past..But doesnt the past have a little to do with your future? I mean..I fwe had made a different choice back in the past..we all could be in a different situation..right now! I just wish i could turn back time..and never have went out and spent so much of my time with Jamie..I wonder where Id be today? I think i would have been soo much better off by not being with him. DUH...But yah...just think..Where would u be today, right now...if u had changed a moment in your life..Im sure its something everyone has thought of. Its weird..It would be soooo great if i could forget all the places we've went, the things we've done..the time we met. So many things i regret doing with him. Why did I do it? Lack of anything else to do? Could be..who knows..I sure the hell dont. What gets me is how someone could do that....Lead someone into thinkin there was a possible realionship that could come later. But whatever.. I need to focus on today and now...I just wish..there was some wy to rid the memories. To where if i seen him driving..I wouldnt think back..Or if i passed him walking somewhere..I wouldnt even look back..or think twice..or have any regrets at all. Life is crazy..Ill give yah that. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Marylin manson (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 11th, 2004
8:36 pm	Up the butt?? HA...i woke up around..12...thats when jamie called...and said that we were going to the ovies...I was like...Oh okay..as long as your buyin. well i woke up..and then got out of bed..waddled down stairs to get on the net..and he Im'ed me. I took him off my list so i didnt have to wonder if/and when he'd ever im me..but anyways..I had my message thingy on that said..*im boycotting the cock, all dick go away*...and he said..u know u love the cock...i was like..whatever..i knew where it was going...he said..why dont u drive over here..and i'll make u suck my dick..i was like..well i have to shower and shave. He said u know u crave the cock...ect..A bunch of other shit..and i finally said..no i have to shower and shave..i think he got mad cause when he picked me up..we hardley talked...i guess men are only satisfied if they get a good blow job! GEE GOLLY GOSH...Men...*thank u Maria *boys are wankers*.... Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: End Of The World by Skeeter Davis (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 7th, 2004
10:37 am	At school Im sitting her supposed to be doing work on the computer..but how can i when i have the internet right in front of me...damn...im such a nerd!! Well my teacher fucking threatned to kill this kid in my class...i dont know why..but he said..*Ive never killed a student yet, but id make an expecption for u.* well..then this guy was looking at a camerao online, and mr. blackburn said..*stop drooling over that car*..he said jokinly *ohh shut up* well OHH that got him mad..i dont see why.he was just kidding. Anyways..he yelled at him..grabbing him telling him to get out side...during he is yellin back saying..*get outta my face..dont touch me..ect*...welp..i said..**um..dude..u just threatned to kill a student..i dont think saying shut up is that bad**..well..nothing was said to me..other than like..mind your business..whatever..i could get his ass fired ina minute...Should I black mail him..to get a good grade in the glass? Or...get him fired...DAMN...to bad im such a nice person!!...Oh well..i doubt ill do anything, but if he pisses me off..JUST MAYBE!!..well ill write later when im home! byebyes... Current Mood: bored Current Music: none..listening to people talk!! (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 4th, 2004
8:40 am	Penis Licker Well...Friday Mykul and I went to...E-town..well he got a ticket, and um...yah..that sucks anus...Well..saturday I woke up early so I could go to kings island..When we got there we rode 2 kiddie rides then everything broke down..I was so pissed..oh..fucking well thats just my luck. Um..they got started and we rode like 4 big rides.. met a guy there named Mike....he is really kewl..I got his e-mail addy and I wrote him. He seems pretty kewl..but ashlee wants a b/f and shes so desparate..that she wants him back..she said she had her chance..but she fucked it up..and now she wants to go back out with him..wtf..ever.dude..she wants anyone..she even wants to fuck me! anyways..Speaking of fucking....Jamie called today..*sunday* wanting me to go out to a movie with him...Well we didnt go to any movie at all...we went to this flea market thing, the mall,and to...his dads house. And guess what...He tried to finger me...ect..go down..even shoved his finger up my ass...UM..and i didnt have an orgasim..he said it was my fault...cause...its *mental* he said its MY FAULT..im like listen dude..for the past 2 yr.s .. youve never gotten me off..its not my fault..lol..I mean..shit..he fingers me so hard it burns....UGHH.my fault....fucker..any ways..i Sucked him off Im great as always! Now he wants to take me to the movies...He wants to be all buddie buddie with my again..but what he doesnt know is that when he gets back with his g/f..I will not talk to him..ANYTHING...no more...And i mean it this time. I really dont care...Sometimes I think that we would be good together..I think back about all the great times we've had..before all this shit got started..He just led me on for so long! I remember one day we were at a baseball game ..it was maybe our..2nd or 3rd time hanging out..*non sexual* well..he said..*who knows..maybeone day we'll be in some weird love triangle*..i dont know what that meant..and once..Russell one of his friends came over..while Jamie was gone,,and I told jamie he came over and hung out for a bit..he said..*ohh he best no be hittin on my girl*..Comments like that made me think..Just maybe on day we'll be in a realionship..BUT FUCK IT...im not doing it..Im sure theres a good guy out there somewhere..who doesnt leave me fucking bruises,, and makes fun of me..Well...to tell u....I want that guy now...Where is he??????? Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: Switchfoot (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, March 29th, 2004
7:20 am	Last night..HA Well, Jamie got on, and bout 5 minutes into our conversation, he said I craved th cock..or something, well I knew where it was going. He said he was trying to get off* and I should help him. He said talk dirty, and all this other shit. Anyways, he wants to hang out sometime this week..Im sure we all know what he wants to do.... Anywho.. I went to Noahs ark Pets and I seen a guy i talked to on the net. Awe..he is a cutie... I just wanna pinch his cheeks..lol... Welp..we went shoppin and some girl..*ashlee* came up and hit me. I was bout ready to swing,, and then she hugged me..I was like..*gurrrllll*..lol..i was bout to hit yah... Lol...welp she invited me to go to kings island..I realllly wanna go but not really with her...I duno..my mom was like..* I dont want u going with her if shes a lesbian* im like..DUDE...she's bi. She gets on my nerves... Random though here..have u noticed how muc i say *Like*...i think the movie clueless got everyone saying like before every fucking word like: Omg like did u see her hair, it was so like ugly*...i need someone to slap me everytime i say like.... Okay well im off here..i guess ill like to to you later..*giggle*...lol.byebyes Current Mood: awake Current Music: nothin (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 27th, 2004
11:20 am	Fun times Welll...today we went to...the Oxmoore mall, and to the highlands...where....I met a bunch of kewl guys..and gals...most of em...well yah..were gay..but thats kewl..i guess mykul is right..im bored to be a *excuse my use of words*...**fag hag*....why do i attract all gay men..and no straight ones? Hrm..watch me fall in love with a guy and then...he'll brea my heart with the excuse..*im homosexual*...DAMMIT..i love the gay people..GAY PRIDE..but stop turning all men gay..leave some for the women..damn!!!!!!!! Well..im going to dye my hair...so it will be FUN...lol..actually boring..Im dying it back to my natural hair color..dark brown black..it should be different.. During the movie..OMG..i was with Mykul..and Matt...*I love matt..awee.he is soo much FUN..and i think MYKUL should date him*..anyways...we all screamed...and jumped..well i was being the pussy casue i screamed the most..mykul was the MAN..*grr.i'm a man....*....It was soo funny and scary too...lol..*enter here*.*Die here*...well youd have to go see it...SO GO...GO WATCH IT..NOW.....im outta here for right now..BYEBYE Current Mood: blah Current Music: Maroon 5.. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 26th, 2004
10:25 am	Last night... Last night was full of confusion..for him anyways..he said he still wants to be goof friends.and regrets everything we did..he knew he shouldnt have done that...ect...I told him it was alright now..that he missed out on a good thing..*me* oh well..i just want him as a fuck buddie now....casue...well i doubt we'll be friends when he is dateing that girl again...I really dont care that much.It confused me when he was like..*no i think itd be best if we didnt do it anymore* then he talks bout his hard cock, and how he wants to see me on cam? wtf...i dont understand u guys...im just gonna let go..i do kidna of wish things wouldnt have happened like they did, but shit happens i guess...Welp..i dunnno..ill let yah knoow more....BUT today........i went over mykuls house and I met Tim...*TIMMY* and girl named jessica, and girl named..carla? i think..yah..so kewl..we had fun..me tim..*timmy!* and carla..fun times..im home now..being bored!!!!!!!!!!!..byebyes Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Blink 182 (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 25th, 2004
12:51 pm	Fuck Him Omg U wouldnt beilive it...we we're fighting over our friends wti h benifits deal...Holy fucking shit...Guys piss me off so bad......I dont understand..ill write more when i can Current Mood: pissed off (Comment on this)
9:06 am	Just thinking....... Hrm....I was just thinking if anyone did read this..what would they think of me?? **Gosh what a weird-o* All she talks about is love and sex. But isn't that what everyone is really looking for? Or is it just me? Ha...jackass just im'ed me...Ruined my perfectly good thought!!...Well i'll talk to him and tell yah bout it later!!! til then....Keep thinkin bout me!!! Current Music: nothing (Comment on this)
5:53 am	Mykul....U annoy me sometimes.. HAHA...well to start off..Mykul made me get a live journal?? Like anyone is going to read it?? Who the hell knows??...Well...Thats a fun introduction..dont yah think?? welp...what can i say bout my life? Right now..ehh..its alright....I have some problems with a certain guy right now..His name is James...*aka jamie* You'll here me talking bout him a lot since the past 2 yr.s ofmy life has revolved around him. Yup..I'll give u a lil scoop of the soap opera...*i hate drama* grr... There was this girl..*Me* who moved into a town called Shepherdsville and met a guy *Jamie* well he was 21..and she was 16 at the time...He was the 1st guy to take her to a concert..to take her to diner and a movie...and the 1st guy she ever..gave head to...anything with!..During the 2 yr.s she had fallen for the man...She didnt know why..he treated her like crap..now that she thinks bout it....Well..yah..he is a dick....things have happened....he thinks he is Gods gift to women...and the man..Never ONCE..gave me an orgasim..im still a virgin.....Kinda..I let him get me up the bum!!!!!!! HA...there will be a lot u will learn bout me....By reading this...I just hope a good guy will come along..and tell me everything will be okay..well..Jamie is supposed to call...*PS*.....friends with benifits..sucks...if one of them gets attached...trust me..I KNOW!!!!!!!! Byebyes..*jesy*.... Current Mood: crushed (Comment on this)